The physical books I wrote, are in dutch, german and in english.
Interested? Send me a mail and I can send a PDF (euro 18.-).
The papaerback version in english "Living on Light & Love" (ISBN 9789403633008) you order via this link.
In case you can read dutch, you can check out my bookshop at 'Het Nieuwe Veld'
When you prefer german, check out my bookshop at Das Neue Feld